How awesome would it be...

to see Titanic all from the view of the one crew mate that wouldn't fill the boats in the end. He clearly made some messed up decisions at the end of the movie, which resulted in his suicide. Is it possible that he had a horrible experience during the travels? Was he holding a grudge against the passengers? What led him to that attitude? It's amazing that the smallest characters can sometimes be the most complex, mostly because we aren't exactly sure what they're feeling because we don't know them well enough.